Kieraworld

Reflections

Every year on New Years Eve/Day, I take some time to reflect and meditate on the past year.  This process usually leads me to reflecting on my entire life that has past.   On the whole it has been a great lifetime.  I like where I am today with my arts.  I have grown a lot in the arts and I am enjoying my journey as I get deeper into the emotional side of creating.

I love the people that surround me.  This year the holidays were full of delight, joy, fun, sharing and love.   I enjoyed the time I spent with my family immensely.  We cried, we laughed and we shared our love for one another.   Oh and did we eat!

My friends, ahhh!  What can I say, they are the best!  They made the holidays extra special.  I have some great memories that I will cherish for a lifetime.  I am lucky to have quite a number of friends that I am close to and can count on them in times of need.   What I love most about my friends is that they accept me as I am.   Accepting me as I am is very important because I don’t want to hide.   Hiding oneself takes a lot of energy.  Being around people who I can trust with my thoughts and feelings is a very freeing and positive experience.

So you may be wondering what is the downside of my life.  Well, it’s working.  Before I go any further about working, I just want to be clear that this is my opinion about my experience of work.

I will never understand why work was invented.  It has such a negative effect on the human soul (thus the drawing).  When I come home from work I feel like the girl in the drawing.  I know I am human but when I look in the mirror, I see a robot.  And when I look around I see other people who are robots too, they just don’t know it.  All one does all day at work is reproduce the same widget day in and day out.  How boring is this!  Work is set up so that one feels and acts like a robot.  And since you are seen as a machine to the people who sign your paycheck, they think they own you.  So they have the right to give you more work and not give out raises.  What makes me laugh is when I am told to be creative on the job.  Now that is funny.  Anyone who creates knows that creating is a process.  Sometimes what you want to create isn’t exactly what you actually create.  There are plenty of mistakes made during the creating process.  Creating requires a lot of time to explore what is possible.  In work you are not given time to create or explore possibilities, you must reproduce as many widgets as possible within an allotted amount of time usually 8 hrs.  Now that I think about, society’s pressure to make us work seems more like a form of oppression to me.  I can hear people screaming now.  But wait, just think about this.  If you work for someone, you are required to be at your desk 8 to 10 hrs a day 5 day a week.  If you fail to show up you must call with a good excuse.  If you disagree with your supervisor you can be fired.  As long as I need a paycheck, I have to do as I am told and don’t make many waves.  If I make a few waves it will look good to my boss, but I have to be careful not to cross the line.

Now that I’m thinking about work, I think I know why it was invented.  Think about it, what would this world be like if we could tell the people we work for to take a hike when they require us to work harder for less pay.  I’m sure there are many people who would have a hard time with this idea especially people with power.  AHH! there it is WORK WAS INVENTED TO DOMINATE AND CONTROL THE MASSES!

Now that I’ve express my views about work, what am I to do?  I can’t get out of this society until I die and I’m not planning on dying anytime soon.  So what am I to do?  What can I bring into my life that can have a positive impact and can offset the negativities of working?   This is where my reflections are leading me.  This is something I will sleep on and blog about in the days to come.

Have a Ghoulish Halloween

It’s that time of the year when the days are getting shorter.  The leaves are turning colors.  When you walk outside you can hear the leaves crunching beneath your feet.  The air is crisp and cool.  At night it’s just cold.  Your can hear father winter knocking on the door.  But wait, it’s not quite time for the bitter cold and snow because it is October.  

October, it is a very nice time of the year.  It’s not quite cold enough for those winter coats but it is very chilly.  It’s a great time to curl up with a lover in a warm bed with blankets to keep you warm.   This is the time of the year when hot chocolate and warm apple cider tastes especially good.  Sitting around a fire with friends to keep warm is just plain fun.

It is also the time of year when our ghoulish friends walk among us.  They walk among us all year round but this is the time of year when they are the most lively and love to play pranks on the living.  Sneaking up behind a person and screaming BOO!! is very common during this time of the year.   Of course the height of their pranking occurs on Halloween.  They mean no harm, but they are playing a game amongst themselves.  This game is who will scare the most people in twenty four hours.  The Dead play this game because the living get scared very easily.   So be aware that the Dead will be out this Halloween with the intent to scare you.  If they scare you, just remember, it’s just a game and there is nothing to be afraid of.

HAVE A VERY GHOULISH HALLOWEEN!!

The Mermaid Goddess

The Mermaid Goddess is a superior creature that lives on this planet we call earth.  Her home is the sea.  She can swim from one part of the ocean to another part within a blink of a eye.  She is so powerful that she can swim from the most northern part of the sea to the most southern part in hours.  She travels with the whales, the dolphins, sea turtles and schools of fish.  She speaks all the languages of sea.

She is Queen of her world.   All creatures respect and follow her for she is a great leader.  The creatures of the sea trust her and will protect their Goddess.  She governs the sea with a powerful hand but she by no means abuses her power.  She listens to all those who speak and she guides with sound advice if asked.  She nurtures those who need nurturing.  Those who do not, she will stand back and admire them.  All creatures fascinate her.  She respects all life and works hard to ensure the continuation of life.

The Mermaid Goddess is stronger then any man.  She lives beneath the sea most of the time but from time to time she will relax on a rock to feel the sunlight on her skin and scales.  She loves the warmth of the sun and breathing in air.  It’s takes a lot more energy to breathe air with her lungs then to take in oxygen from the sea using her gills.  Being able to breathe with her lungs as well as with her gills gives more freedom then all other creatures on this planet.

The Mermaid Goddess is a beautiful creature.  She is the most intelligent and powerful creature that has ever inhabitant the earth.  She knows that she is unique on this planet and using her intelligence and power for the good of all creatures that inhabitant the earth.

There is one creature on this planet that barely knows she exists and that is man.  Men are so busy causing destruction in this world that they are blind to the beauty that is around them.  Because men are blinded by destruction, they can’t see the Mermaid Goddess.  The Mermaid Goddess is everywhere trying to stop the destruction caused by man.  In fact, it is what men do that keeps the Mermaid so busy.  If the Mermaid did not work so hard undoing the destruction cause by man, all creatures on this planet would be extinct, including man.  From time to time  a man will get a glimpse of a Mermaid, but only a glimpse.  There are stories of mermaids that men tell but there is very little truth in those stories.  Because men are all about dominating, they fantasize and tell stories of dominated these creatures called mermaids.  The Mermaid Goddess can never be dominated by man.

The Mermaid Goddess is everywhere. Many creatures are in awe of her beauty and power.  The creatures that are aware of her are those who love the earth and all it’s life.  If you are a lover of the earth and all it’s creatures then you are a lover of the Mermaid Goddess.   So look for her, for she is waiting for you.

A Night for loving

It is senior year.  Kiera and Geraldine are very busy with senior year activities.  Besides being on St. Margarita’s basketball and softball teams, Kiera is on the yearbook committee and participates in the science, history and math clubs.  Geraldine is also on the yearbook committee, participates in the science, history and math clubs and is a member of the student council.  Both Kiera and Geraldine decided to be on the committee for the senior prom.  The girls have been so busy enjoying life as seniors at St. Margarita’s, they hardly have anytime to be alone together.  Besides being busy with senior year activities, Geraldine and Kiera will be  attending the same college in the fall.  Each one chose Elizamoore  University.  Kiera chose EU because of it’s physics program and Geraldine chose EU because of it’s biology program.  The girls aren’t sure what speciality they want to pursue but they are clear that it is in the sciences.

Kiera turned eighteen last week and Geraldine will be eighteen the night of the senior prom.   Kiera asked Geraldine to be her date for the senior prom and she said yes.   Since Geraldine said yes, Kiera has been planning something special for that night.  Kiera is looking forward to spending this night with Geraldine.  It will be the first night they are alone since they kissed on the basketball court.  Kiera has been dreaming about that kiss every since, but has not spoken about it with Geraldine.   The reason is they hardly have time to talk about anything else besides school activities, graduation and college.

The senior prom has arrived.  Kiera is very nervous about tonight. Will Geraldine like what Kiera has planned?  It’s time to find out.  Kiera is wearing a green tee-shirt and blue jeans.  She gets in her car and drives over to Geraldine home.  When Kiera arrives at Geraldine home, she is very happy to see Geraldine’s smiling. Geraldine is wearing a pink tee-shirt and brown jeans.

Kiera whispers in Geraldine’s ear, “You are the most beautiful woman in the world.”

Geraldine blushes and whispers, “I am so happy to be with you tonight.  I consider myself to be the luckiest woman in the world.”  Kiera takes Geradine’s hand and opens the car door for her.

Kiera and Geraldine are having a wonderful time.  They spend most of the night dancing.   The band the committee hired is great.  The band plays all the songs that the senior class requested and more.  The hall the class rented is huge and the senior prom committee did a fabulous job decorating.  Kiera, Geraldine and the senior class dance, sing and laugh until they are exhausted.   Kiera is sad but happy when the prom dance ends.   Now Geraldine and Kiera will be alone.

Kiera and Geraldine say good-bye to their friends and get into Kiera’s car.  Kiera asked Geraldine the question she has been so nervous to ask.  She leans over and asks “Geraldine will you spend the night with me?”

Geraldine is stunned.  She wasn’t expecting this at all.  She is blushing and she feels a tingle in her groin.  She looks at Kiera.  Kiera is so nervous now her palms are sweating.  Kiera thinks ‘oh no I just ruined our relationship.  What a fool I am.’  Then Geraldine wraps her arms around Kiera’s neck, nibbles on her ear and whispers “Yes, my love.”  Kiera kissed Geraldine and drove as fast as legally possible to the cabin in the woods.

Kiera pulls up to the front door of the her family’s cabin.  This cabin has been in Kiera’s family for generations.  It is 20 miles out of town and it is surrounded by woods.  The closes neighbor is a half mile away.

Kiera could hardly believe that the fantasy she has been having for months is finally becoming reality.  Kiera jumps out of the car and opens the door for Geraldine.  Kiera can’t wait, she grabs Geraldine and kisses her.  Kiera can’t resist her anymore.  Geraldine starts laughing when Kiera, still kissing her, tries to open the front door but can’t because she dropped the key.  Kiera not wanting to, releases Geraldine, finds the key, opens the door, and pulls Geraldine into the cabin.

Geraldine is giggling as Kiera is smothering her with kisses.  Even though Geraldine is giggling, she feels her body responding in ways she never experienced before.  Her whole body is tingling and the secret place between her legs is very wet and hot.   Geraldine wants Kiera to kiss and caress her all night long.

Kiera and Geraldine continue kissing and hugging each other as they dance the way lovers do towards the bedroom.   This room is ready for a night of lovemaking.  Kiera came up earlier and place flowers around the room and put her mom’s best linens on the bed.  The room smells of lilacs and roses.  The moon was full and it’s light shone brightly through the bedroom windows.

Kiera and Geraldine continue kissing as they undressed each other.   When they had finished undressing, Kiera gently took Geraldine in her arms and said “Geraldine I love you and I want to caress and kiss you all night long.”

Geraldine had no words.  She was overwhelmed by the feelings she was feeling.  She felt her legs weaken and if it wasn’t for Kiera’s strong arms around her, she would have fallen to the floor.  Finally Geraldine gathered up the strength to whisper softly, “Kiera, let’s make love all night long.”

Kiera thought she almost died when she heard those words from the woman she loved.   Kiera gently pushed Geraldine on to the bed.  Kiera laid down on top of Geraldine and kissed her.  Kiera move her hand to caress Geraldine’s breast.  Geraldine let out a moan as soon as Kiera touched her breast.  Then Kiera began to suckle on Geraldine’s other breast. Geraldine never felt anything so wonderful.   Kiera then started moving her kisses down Geraldine belly towards her private area.  Kiera gently pushed Geraldine’s legs apart.  She then began kissing and licking the treasure she found between Geraldine’s legs.  Geraldine had lost control of her body as she felt Kiera tongue between her legs.   Kiera never tasted anything so soft and silky.  Kiera could hear Geraldine’s moans and feel her body quiver with every kiss. Then to Geraldine’s surprise, Kiera released her.  Kiera positioned herself so that her vulva was pressing against Geraldine’s.  Once Kiera felt Geraldine’s vulva with her own, Kiera gently began to rub against Geraldine.  Geraldine had lost all control and began calling out Kiera’s name.  Hearing Geraldine calling out her name between moans excited Kiera so much that she began rubbing up against Geraldine even harder and faster.  All of a sudden Geraldine let out a scream of ecstasy.   Just as Geraldine body went limp, Kiera felt an explosion start in between her legs and spread out to engulf her whole body.  After that experience all Kiera and Geraldine could do was hold and gently kiss each other.

After about an hour of gently holding and kissing, Geraldine whisper in Kiera’s ear “That was the most beautiful experience ever, can we do it again?”

Kiera smiled and said “We can do this as much as you want, your wish is my command.”

For a moment Kiera thought , ‘what will life’s adventures be like sharing them with Geraldine?’.  Only time will tell. With that Kiera roll onto Geraldine and began smothering her with kisses.